How are you??.
What was I busy with?.
Vertigo, repeated episodes of eye infections - steroids, no contacts, eye drops, rinse and repeat, severe severe allergies - body ache, flu symptoms without the flu, fatigue, tightness in chest, difficulty breathing, one hour one way commutes, two young children, daycares and nannies, house guests and vacations...And now I am on a break. I need to regroup mentally and physically. I have been constantly sick with allergies for over six months, lying on the sofa in the evenings on most days. This is not how I want to live the rest of my life. So now is the time for change..
My mother, in my new campaign for change, suggested that I also add 2 more resolutions to it - To put myself first and To learn to say No. I have a long list running already..
As I logged on to Blogger after God knows how many months, I ran through my earlier posts - most of them are sad. Once upon a time I was a happy smiling person - always. Now I am a tired prone to depression person. I really need to get back to that ever smiling me. This is going to be my journey back to happiness, the pursuit of happiness..
Best friend S said that I should continue blogging, it seemed to be an outlet for my worries and I could unload here. She is right. I do feel a lot composed when I write. No one can sue me for being a whiny brat. So I am back! How have you been?
welcome back. I really hope blogging acts as an outlet for you and helps you get at least a little better. hugs, darling.
ReplyDeleteYay so nice to hv u bk here S :) Stay happy and healthy :) God bless!
ReplyDeletei liked ur blog and missed u,u write realy well,keep writting, i think u will find some good friends, I for one appreciate knowing u, take care
ReplyDeleteSonia,Good to see you back, I didn't have your email, I came couple of times but it was private and was unable to leave a comment. Yeah speaking out your feelings will you feel good. Keep writing and we are with you..Good luck dear.
ReplyDeleteThank you so much guys!!
ReplyDeleteTitaxy & Swaram: Have been very lazy so have not visited any blogs lately, will do so soon.Sorry! Hope all is well with you :)
Aneela, that is so sweet of you to say that. We are friends too now right?
Weourlife: Thanks for your kind note. So sorry I went private, I had started writing so many things about my journey with reconnecting with my dad and got a bit freaked out with the prospect of my family reading it. But now I have realised, this is me, I write honestly, my feelings and experiences, if someone wants to read and misunderstand and cause drama, they can :) I will try to be regular here from now on :)