My birth father (Dad) and me, for the first time ever in our lives! He is traveling and is away from his family and can talk at length and freely.
It felt nice, my heart was racing when I called him. But then the tension dissipated. I cannot wait to talk to him again.
But it still feels like having an affair with a married man. He cannot talk to me from his city because he doesnt want to chat in front of his wife and kids. He is unsure of their reaction. I dont know where we are headed. We are so close virtually and now we are talking. If I visit India, will we meet? Where would we meet? I dont know.
For now, I have decided not to dwell over all those things and enjoy the present. I had never imagined in my wildest dreams that I would be in touch with him and here I am, talking to him.